OK Let's Try This Again!

I put up the link for the face of e.l.f modeling contest. It worked for a short while then I clicked a link and messed the whole thing up. You may have noticed you could no longer find my pic there. I still do not know for sure WHY that happened. Anyway I decided to just delete the old account and start from scratch so please go there and vote for me! If you already voted please do it again as this is a new account. I could win a vacation. I think it would just be fun to see how many votes I can get too! I'll post updates here regularly to see how many votes I have earned. Posted here is the main pic I am using there. There are a few more on that site so go vote!!! Share the link and most of all thank you thank you thank you!!! You vote once every day!!!


http://www.exploremodeling.com/Contest/Faceof_ELF_2010/11053/Sandra_Bender.aspx

Three Tests in Four Days

I am wiped out. I had a Philosophy test on Monday. I studied for that over the weekend. I had a Stats test tonight. I spent the time since the Philosophy test studying for that. I got home tonight from that test and now I am studying for a Criminology test in the morning. I need tape my eyes open! haha I hope I get good grades on all these tests! I will post more once the insanity is over.

Oh....by the way, one week from today is my 14th Wedding Anniversary!

Explore Modeling - Face of e.l.f. Casting:

Click here and vote for me. Share the link. I appreciate votes. It's something fun to do....and I could win a vacation. I could also be the face of their makeup line but seriously, I'd have to get a ton of votes for that.


Explore Modeling - Face of e.l.f. Casting: Sandra

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OK If you the link does NOT take you to the right place or you can't see where to vote please bear with me. I clicked a link to have my last name removed from my public profile and my page disappeared!!! It says I am registered but it takes me back out to the main page when I click it. :( I contacted them to hopefully get it fixed.

Patrick Swayze Has Died. We Lost a True Fighter.

I have more than admired his strength throughout his battle. I don't know how he held on so long but he did and he did it with attitude. I respected him so much for it. I felt pride when I heard him talk about it. He wasn't the kind to give up. Here's to you Patrick. I loved you since I was a little girl. I have such great memories. I loved when you danced with Chris Farley. I loved you in Dirty Dancing. I saw it probably 100 times. Maybe more.

Thanks for showing us all what fighting is about.

Feeling Out of Breath When Full

Is this an odd thing? I have always been this way. Even before cancer. When I get full or even begin to feel full I find it hard to get a good breath. I get this sensation of like needing to breathe deeply or even yawn. I actually have to stop eating because it's such an uncomfortable sensation. I have seen people whose noses run when they feel full. The deep breathing that I do when I get full though always made my hubby kind of laugh at me. Now that I am post cancer I hate it because number one I feel it's worse now. I get a terrible full sensation in my chest, not my tummy. I feel it in my neck too. Does anyone feel like they need to breath in more deeply or yawn as they eat? Or am I just real odd ball? In some ways it's a good thing. I know when I am getting full and it makes me stop eating!